The dream

I feel so tired. I am suppressing my feelings. Kuya told me to be strong but can I really conceal the emptiness I feel inside?
The first night that I have to be away from you was the hardest. I have to leave because my lil angel is sick. I had a dream that you were talking to me. I told you that I was sorry that I couldn’t be there. You reassured me that it was okay. All I have to do is take care of my family.

I thought that I would break down and cry when they are going to put you down. But when you visited me in my dream I felt ok. I felt blessed. I hope I won't be missing you a lot.