I know myself now...

I just knew what could make me clear my mind... drive our car alone and sip a cup of coffee or tea. Who says you can't drink and drive? hahaha.

I just had coffee with a friend and I am so thankful that she is there to lend a ear. I am so stressed lately. And I wanted something new.

I realized that whatsoever profession you have it all boils down to time management. I always ask myself "DO DOCTORS HAVE LIVES?". For the nth time that I have been hospitalized this is the first time that my anesthesiologist visited my room to check on me for the whole duration of my stay. My doctors were hands on their patients. They check me even I am discharge a week ago. They ask permission if I can go have my check-up because they are going on a holiday. I even told my doctor that I thought that Doctors are married to the operating room and their children are the clinic.

My kids pedia would go on her rounds in the morning, have her clinic in a far location then go home to teach her children their assignments. Then again she will leave for her clinic on a different location. Go back and have dinner with her whole family. I was proven wrong again.

So I give my salute to the doctors out there, For the lives they have saved and the life they have lived.

As for me, this will serve as another inspiration to live my life even though I cannot save lives. =)