I'm giving birth and I don't know what to do.

Funny it seems I’m giving birth to my second child but I don’t know what to do. I don’t know what I need, I don’t know what to prepare. In one word, I’m lost. Haha. I have my pregnancy wish list. Still number 2 is done. I bought a few dresses, socks, mitts, receiving blanket…just the basic needs. I have a lot of friends who gave me hand me downs so there is no use to buy a lot. I said to myself “this time I will be smart enough not to be an impulsive buyer.” But there are so many cute dresses for baby girls! Hahaha.

My mom bought me feeding bottles. I want the ones from NUK kse. They have an ortho style nipple so that your baby doesn’t have sungki teeth! Hehe. Lola loves to buy things for her grandchildren. Ayaw pa rin nya aminin she is a grandmujer! Bwahaha! Tsaka I want to breastfeed up to 3 years... depende kung di nya ako kagatin.

I’m looking forward for my baby shower. Sana matuloy! I want my closest friends and family members to be there. Yung intimate talaga.

Hay... How I wish magawa ko lahat toh. I have a few weeks... maybe days. And I'll make sure I'll do it.